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she gave me something today

something that made my day

well it’s just a small thing

but what’s written on it was just everything

“LET GOD”, it says

and there’s also a small note saying “belated happy birthday”

i was really surprised of receiving something from her

and she, making me remember

how God has always been there

how thankful can i be,swear!

because it’s her,

the one i’ve been longing to be there—> <3

:)

10 months ago on July 8th, 2012 | 0 notes

NTH POWER

NOBODY SAID EVERYTHING IS GOING TO BE EASY..

WHEN I’VE BEEN ..

TO ECE.

HAHAHAA. MY FINGERS WILL QUIT COUNTING THE TIMES I HAVE THOUGHT OF QUITTING, OF ASKING MYSELF “WHAT’S THE BEST THING TO DO?”, OF PUSHING MY LUCK IN OTHER WALKS OF LIFE.

IT WASN’T MY DECISION TO TAKE UP ENGINEERING, NOR WAS IT AN INTEREST OF MINE, COZ I KNOW NOTHING ABOUT IT, NOTHING. NOTHING. BUT NOW, AT LEAST I’VE KNOWN WHAT HARD WORK MEANS, WHAT FRIENDSHIP MEANS, WHAT PATIENCE MEANS, WHAT LIFE MEANS. ONE NEEDS TO STRIVE HARD, HELP HIMSELF AND OTHERS, DO HIS BEST, APPRECIATE HIS TALENTS, FOCUS ON HIS WEAKNESSES, AND ALWAYS PRAY TO GOD.. 

COLLEGE? IT WASN’T A SERIOUS THING FOR ME AT FIRST.. I CAN’T BE MORE EXCITED TO ENTER THIS BIGGER WORLD WHILE IGNORANCE WAS SWALLOWING ME UP. I NEVER THOUGHT I WOULD HAVE THE THOUGHTS OF QUITTING, OF THINKING TWICE, OF CHOOSING A NEW PATH. HOWEVER, I’VE STARTED IT ALL, AND UNTIL NOW, I’M STANDING, I’VE SURVIVED SO FAR..ME, AND MY FRIENDS, AND THOSE PEOPLE WHO CARE.

MY MIND IS BATTLING WITH MYSELF, AS ALWAYS. AND MY HEART, AHMMMM. I DON’T KNOW WHAT’S UP WITH IT. COZ IT’S WITH HIM. LOL..^^.

WE’RE ALL IN THIS TOGETHER. WE CAN DO THIS. WE HAVE THE POWER, THE NTH POWER, COZ WE STILL DON’T KNOW HOW FAR WE CAN GO, WITH THIS NTH POWER WE HAVE YET TO DISCOVER.. :))

GOD BLESS! ^^

2 years ago on August 14th, 2010 | Notes